after being persuade by one of my good fren, finally i have decided to create my own blog...hurmm.. seriously, i have no idea what's to write as i am nooo good when it comes to writing...hahahaha but wat the heck, just for fun rite? and please please ignore the grammar mistakes ok? haha im trying my best now...
so, what hurt the most is letting go? does anyone agree wt this? well, lately i seen my relationship was not really fulfillin...i feels like tis person is wrong for me, cos all this while, i made myself to believe if he see the real me, he will feel lucky to be with me...but thats pathetic rite? :( hurmmm..
my fren always asked me "why you hang onto a relationship that you know it isnt right at first place?" and until now i dont have the answer!! i guess, it is true when people say " beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder" :)
right now it may look like everything around me is falling apart, but i don't think that is what's happening. i believe this pain is to bring an awareness to the areas in my life to learn something about myself. something that i have overlooked or avoiding such as my feeling, needs, my choices and etc...and if im trying to “make the pain go away” dat means im refuse to learn the lessons from my present life..so, should i let it go? we'll see...
